I fear heights but so do I with the nights
And I seek lights, I do, it's the truth but
The ones that I see are blinding, they never
Come through, they never synced with any of
what I drew
I keep looking at endless rays of sunshine
All day long, they're mesmerising so what
Could go wrong? Yet here I crawl through the
hours of the day while streaming songs about
feelings that I no longer in me want
I'm not a quitter but I have those days
where I can't do better, and I'm not weak
But sometimes silence squeaks so hard
In my ears and I drift in a made-up world
That only I can hear and no one's mind
but mine can see
I visualize truths that are no longer true
And go back to times where I had no clue
That part of my youth was gonna be tainted with blue,
I never even liked blue but what can I do?
I try to widen my view despite hardly getting what I pursue....
