I don't want the world to see me, as to
Some it may seem that I'm needy, and I
I can't let out the emotions, I'm afraid I
May come off as greedy
But I miss the moments when it felt like
heaven, when my heart almost forgot about
Depression, but less of heaven I could see
now and so more of the feelings I try to lessen
They say life is a lesson & we should be
Thankful for the blessings, I am though,
but God some days are hard to bear still
it comforts my heart that you always listen
I wanna save what's left in me with a safety pin,
tighten it so hard even if it were to poke my skin,
I no longer wish to be drenched in sorrow or touch
a flower that could sting
